upset.

Sometimes u realise certain people in your life aren't just as easily approachable as you wish. They are not your true friend, or you may not even be on their friends list. Simply to say, people that you thought you want to be with may sometimes be like they only treated you like peanuts. And you can never reach their hearts, ever! So, just forget about being their friend ok? Just get on with your life and probably you should just take them out of your friends list, why not!!! It's hurting, upsetting, but nothing can be done. Why bother when you are not even in their eyes of simple care and concern! Should you just go back to those who truly care about u then?

The Make Life Better Project

If you can see the possibility for yourself, you will strive and go for it!
I am referring to "The Happy Life Project".
It depends on what you are looking for in life.
Is it money, time or health?

Spending most of time earning like cows and horses and then spending it instantly to survive everyday in the society, and rushing ourselves from point A to B daily to make ends meet and not able to have a little slight freedom, then realise later that we did not even have time for ourselves and enjoy a little moment of what earned for ourselves for once?

See the possibility, decide for yourself and go for it now!

the fact is the fact

i do not like my current job. i hate doing cold calling. and be chased of the outcome!!!
i think we are not focusing on the right objectives! We are supposed to engage alumni.
it is so understood that the only alumni who are willing to come back to alumni house are forever that few!!! People who are interested, will come. People who are not interested, means they are not!!!! No point pushing our way into the walls and through the crowds!!!
But how can we squeeze the attendance!!
and how about the middle part of the preparation to the event??
so many things to handle, got to try again and again... even though it is repetition!!
Repeated!! So How come still need to get approval for what!??? same means same ma..
sigh!!!

imagination!

i wish i can leave the company now.
pack up, walk away with freedom!!
I wish i can be out there earning my big bucks already, and i can proudly walk away throwing aside all the annoying people i have to see everyday, and draggy work i have to do and be chased after.
i looked at all my stuffs on my table, and was thinking how many days i need to bring them home, bit by bit. and the thought of it is very fun.
heeheehee!

i took home the products. i am thinking what should i say to start off my happy life project.
what can i offer? What is the objective? it's not slimming as what pple are thinking of and have reluctance about it. But the packaging has only that word -- SLIM !!! alamak!
People will not want to believe anything that the product owners think can lost weight!!
How am i goin to market it then!???
it's something you should take everyday to cleanse yourself, and because it is cleansing, it is natural slimming companion?? Can i say that???

缘分

缘分是谁也无法控制，要或不要的珍贵东西。
一旦错过了，即使多么努力，再也不可能挽的回。
即使再回头，一切都不如从前了。
最后，泪尽一切依就是空也的。
很痛很痛。

遗憾

So, what lies beneath us?
What is left between us?
Does it mean after i have done the job nicely to help you get on with your work, u shall continue to be cold and we are back to strangers?
也许你身边围绕着太多数不清的朋友了，而我算什么！没钱没名也就自然没分吧！
到今天为止，我还想不通，你所谓的后悔到底是指什么。。。因为我还是没有任何悔恨，所以仍然想不出，后悔的理由。但，心里却有些遗憾，感觉上，你好像误会了我对你的批评！当时我把你和他比较，记得你误会了我对你的敬爱还有高判和赞美。。。为什么却没有洗清这份误会呢...为何不再有机会。。。。

三十一岁的'经'典

帮助我的他人，给于如此奥妙的分享，是这一生无法忘掉的遗憾...
三十一岁生日将是这辈子最特别，最贵重，最难忘的经验...

生命何处寄
无语问苍天

良言一句三冬暖
恶语伤人六月寒
是非审之于己也
毁誉听之于人也

假作真时真亦假
话到喉头暗暗然
无为有时有还无
隐忍吞声嘤嘤然

千言万语不堪论
旧日今朝空回首
仰天长叹泪千行
沧海一笑泪无痕

情真意切、心非心
欢声笑语、明非明
怨声载道、事非事
旧时今朝、人非人

累了一切都尽也
尽了一切都空也
空了一切都静也
静了一切都泪也

书不尽言，言不尽意，
特别是感情事，更是笔墨言语所能表达，
唯有一切尽在不言中…

就这样，一切情感的升华随着时间停止而 宁...
从此，不再受到任何关心，回应，不再有任何关系...
难道非要如此残忍才能继续活下去吗？
朋友不如、回到原点，但，心情再也不如往日那么简单了...
这份阴影，该怎么放得下？

how do u like this

How do you like my latest product?

---namecard design

In the world of Chinese Medicine or chinese herbs, the road that chinese took to realise the power of these healing power. The knowledge that they gained and curing generations of humanity. The roots that they develop their ancestors, the depth of life's sufferings one generation after another... tells the story and the depth of one's own life and history or background. The challenges and struggles that life portrays, which allows humanity to develop, grow in their knowlege, wisdom and perspective, is all i want to say in this proposed namecard design.

inspiration for namcard design needed!!

i need inspiration for a new namecard design... for somebody who is ver important to me, somebody whom i do not want to disappoint, somebody whom i owe my gratitude to.... i need inspiration for his perfect eyes.... high hopes and tastes of perfection.... so hard lor!!! haiii.... sighs... so difficult leh...!!!

first exam experience

i had my first examination experience since after O levels.... in november this year.... in poly, i was in design course and thus there was no written examinations. So, for the first time, i had examinations NOT in school uniforms. I was feeling weird when i thought the day before the first paper, that what should i wear to the examination hall! Because i wonder if it was going to be air-conditioned, and wondered if i would be chased out if i go in bermudas and slip-ins hahahaa.... well, i din realise the times have changed. the authorities sure cannot help it where kids nowadays go to tertiary schools in hot shorts and slippers!!! ---i always wonder: AREN'T they COOOOLD!!!???? sigh....

i was so ready for my first paper - BUS101:Organisational Behaviour ---and i was so disappointed. because i could not finish all the questions. I already scribbled through and yet i did not manage to finish all the questions in time!! I could not get the answers out from my mind at the nervous and frightening exam moment!!! I needed to cool down. but there was no time to THINK!!!

So after the first experience, i know that i have NO TIME to think for the next two papers. no use studying so hard la.... because it all depends on how fast information come to my mind to scribble the answers through!!! .... Eventually, guess after the first ever exciting experience, i manage to finish my second paper on time -- and managed to even redo a question instead!! -- and the last paper on Quantitative Methods, management was not as difficult as OB, and the last paper was much better than first two.

Hopefully, i really wish i could pass all the papers ---- now no even need to think about flygin colours!!! :*( really hard!~!!! .... pass can already....
And i was glad, after the challenges and struggles i had for the Academic Writing assignment at the beginning about the submission, i managed to score 79 for my final assignment. I m really happy and proud of myself hahahah :P

I realised many things that we wish for or have high hopes on, it turns out to be the other way..... why!!??? i thought i will score the highest or do best in OB, instead i think i will be getting better results for the worst subject i m weakest in... QM!!!

Let's see....