busy friday to my birthday.... what a 31!!

looking at my long shopping list for tomorrow at Giant. It's a weekly marketing. This time it's for whole week's cooking. Parents are going on 2 weeks holiday. Thus i will be housewife babysitter for 2 weeks. Not able to work then. Maybe hard via remote too...

Considering it's my day soon, and i reconsider what i m going through at this moment now. Dear came back with a runny nose... on a promising friday evening. Sneezing away, covering himself with a mask, stucking his noseholes with crush of tissue papers..... what more can i ask for!! I got to resend some working files for the UM-NUS Golf Souvenir Scrapbook..... while the server is getting slower and slower on this peak friday evening when many are going online....

I got to settle the icecream cake from the big gigantic cake box occupying too much of my little fridge space.... thus spent sometime removing it from the plate and scrapping them into another container that can fit into the freezer. At the same time, keep sending uploading my big big files for the other designer to work on my files....

While all hands are busy, my heart is thinking wild about my birthday present from my colleagues today - a DKNY watch!!! Gorgeous!! but got to resize it at the watch shop first. So this's 2nd after i received a icecream birthday cake last night. I know that dear is trying his best to spend time with me on monday by taking his time off to be with me. Although there is nothing interesting about the programme (as it's not fixed at all) but i m glad enough he can be with me.... i mean, what more can i ask for from a workaholic devoted staff like HIM!!! LOLs... at least, i can get to hold his hands when i walk down the streets on monday.... to anywhere i don mind!! at least i feel loved hehehe....

I guess, with Kdenn's singing birthday song for me, enjoying my icecream cake, hugging me and tell me he is good boy, and gorgeous present from colleagues' efforts, i should be contented enough. But why must i be on the other way blessed with more housework??? becos dear falls sick, i have to now sleep with 2 kids alone, and run the housework by myself.... and be kindest enough to let dear sleep early...... let his nose rest......

I guess i m also lucky and fortunate enough. I found another person protecting me from behind. At this age of 31, how can i be so attractive still!??? i was amazed and shocked by the words he could say to me. Admiring me as a great woman of wisdom. That's how he portrayed his feelings and impression of me. For this time, i was affected. i m really affected.

I guess i am somehow not alone this lifetime. No matter how sad and how down i may go, from now on, i know, there are a few of them, always standing by me. They give me hope, strength, courage and love. I guess my life shall be truly valued, with studies coming up, more work achievements and projects to impress, more jobs to come to me for my freelance, and showering more love to friends and family.... a tie and connection which is so strong that will never break. That's how i feel now... i love it. i like it. i m contented with it. satisfaction is it.