Time flies and Life goes on

The world has indeed been changing drastically.... people change, grow and move on in their lives. But one thing that never change is probably the heart. The heart to pursue what I want, I love and things that i treasure, or moments that you created.

Just finished watching the new drama 步步惊心 through the internet. This is a revive for my idol love for Nicky Wu. His role as the emperor was a very unique one. The love story in this drama is a very very sad one.... i would say there is a combo of Butterfly Lovers 梁祝 and The Myth 神话... and both are my most favourite stories too!!! so,..... addition to this.... super love, super sad, ,super tragedy.....

gave up so much tears for this show, and emotionally so affected.
Although it is just a drama, but it brought me back to many memories of my past.
As the story says... let the bygones be bygones, forget the past and move on. Live well. Forget about what has happened. All the sacrifices made and the promises have become emptied, become past. But, how can one true love be easily forgotten and past like this!?? How can the painful cut deep into the heart be so easily recovered like that of words?

The most sadful part is always the 遗憾 and the 无奈 that one cannot pull through....
when you choose to accept and give, and put the past behind, then something happen to cut the line off. Then this cut is killer because it cuts off all the promises made before. and .... you just want to ask whether all that was said are still true or not....

说过的话赞的美，是否还真实。就算再呐喊还是一片空，因为一切已成碎片随风淡化了，再也找不到了...
真的很痛很痛 .........

Teresa Hsu - Love & Share, Memoirs of

i love my humble production , my first attempt to do the whole book design.
Through my uncle, i was able to get to know more about sister Teresa Hsu.
I am proud and honoured to be part of this project!

The book is not for sale yet, and all the earnings for $25 per hardcopy and $15 per softcopy, goes straight to HEART TO HEART.

I would recommend this book to be read. You never know what's more enlightening for you until you really read about her memoirs yourself, here, from this book.

things to do

RECENTLY...

...inspired by marathons recently, i mean participating them! The only disadvantages i found was that i need to spend some $$ to go for the challenges.

Finished my 21km marathon at 2011 Sundown in May. This marks my first and probably last 21km marathon as i found it too hectic for my body. Not to further deteriorate my health too fast, i most likely will not take up anymore further challenge.

And probably that's why i developed a stronger fighting spirit to win my personal best for 10km and for any upcoming ones. Also thought that i would like to go for at least one marathon every school holiday after my every exam period.... till the end of my bachelor studies, i hope i can go for more after that.

and i also want to do more lifestyle courses after i finish my studies. Like baking classes, pilates, salsa or my long-wished italian opera! And even consider joining the NDP with Soka again! will i get a chance? i don know. but i wish and i look forward to.

I have not done my colonoscopy yet which i wish i did. Too ex. How?

Until i find the extra money, i will have to wait and monitor closely and hopefully nothing negative grows inside me.

the next thing to do is to bring darling to Europe with my own savings.... hopefully enough to bring the kids together too!

Also looking forward to watch Transformers - iii in July.

Had been spending wildly on beautifying my skin, some worthwhile clothings and bags.

Guess i had enough. This is inclusive of our one night stay at Bintan which was a birthday surprise for darling in February. It was a wonderful stay there at the Angsana Bintan Resort with the super comfortable beach, wind, waves, great service, town visiting experience and cheap shopping there.
Hope to go again yeah!

The view and where we stayed at Angsana Bintan Resort

The super fine beach for those who appreciate it...

complimentary birthday cake upon request

"decorate my room for birthday" request to the hotel was welcome too!

the fried noodles was definitely unbelievably cheap and delicious!!

the first thing u do is take a walk round the resort which u will go pass the pool and reach the horizon--beautiful beach that relaxes you totally!

"Girly girls think alike"

happily realised that we both dressed the same theme today....

the forever soft, quiet & timid colleague hanging around in the office... always there to cheer, smile and chat with :)

always remember her significant wedding day that i spent my day at...

我只是他生命的过客

想象他其实在乎的。 想象他其实看在眼里。 想象他其实也很懦弱。 想象他也许有些回忆、没有放弃的回忆。也许他守护着，安静的继续忙碌人生。。。或，根本一点都不放在心上的，一点都不惦记或怀念。。。 不知道他是否会记得、曾经给过的幸福， 对于一个平凡却特别的过客，是否是他曾欣赏过的东西， 有如他的价值吗。。。有失望吗。。。还是很满意，不后悔，值得付出过呢。。。

upset.

Sometimes u realise certain people in your life aren't just as easily approachable as you wish. They are not your true friend, or you may not even be on their friends list. Simply to say, people that you thought you want to be with may sometimes be like they only treated you like peanuts. And you can never reach their hearts, ever! So, just forget about being their friend ok? Just get on with your life and probably you should just take them out of your friends list, why not!!! It's hurting, upsetting, but nothing can be done. Why bother when you are not even in their eyes of simple care and concern! Should you just go back to those who truly care about u then?

The Make Life Better Project

If you can see the possibility for yourself, you will strive and go for it!
I am referring to "The Happy Life Project".
It depends on what you are looking for in life.
Is it money, time or health?

Spending most of time earning like cows and horses and then spending it instantly to survive everyday in the society, and rushing ourselves from point A to B daily to make ends meet and not able to have a little slight freedom, then realise later that we did not even have time for ourselves and enjoy a little moment of what earned for ourselves for once?

See the possibility, decide for yourself and go for it now!

the fact is the fact

i do not like my current job. i hate doing cold calling. and be chased of the outcome!!!
i think we are not focusing on the right objectives! We are supposed to engage alumni.
it is so understood that the only alumni who are willing to come back to alumni house are forever that few!!! People who are interested, will come. People who are not interested, means they are not!!!! No point pushing our way into the walls and through the crowds!!!
But how can we squeeze the attendance!!
and how about the middle part of the preparation to the event??
so many things to handle, got to try again and again... even though it is repetition!!
Repeated!! So How come still need to get approval for what!??? same means same ma..
sigh!!!

imagination!

i wish i can leave the company now.
pack up, walk away with freedom!!
I wish i can be out there earning my big bucks already, and i can proudly walk away throwing aside all the annoying people i have to see everyday, and draggy work i have to do and be chased after.
i looked at all my stuffs on my table, and was thinking how many days i need to bring them home, bit by bit. and the thought of it is very fun.
heeheehee!

i took home the products. i am thinking what should i say to start off my happy life project.
what can i offer? What is the objective? it's not slimming as what pple are thinking of and have reluctance about it. But the packaging has only that word -- SLIM !!! alamak!
People will not want to believe anything that the product owners think can lost weight!!
How am i goin to market it then!???
it's something you should take everyday to cleanse yourself, and because it is cleansing, it is natural slimming companion?? Can i say that???