and so here i m. each time i look at this posting page, i don't know where to start.
where shall my feelings start pouring.
what i have lost, what i have missed, is all but nothing left.
and yet i can't seem to let go. year after year, each time we met, mixed feelings are back....
cold and warm, laughing but stern, we become like the closest strangers. what is real and what is fake. what is his real truth....?
近来，我们聊着心情，有笑有泪。千言万语，很多次都不知该从何说起。
下了笔又发不出去，最后，有些事情还是别题的好...时间慢慢流过，感情久了都会淡。
始终都相信，只要两人心还在，感情永远都在。但遗憾的是一旦没有心在一起了，就连友情都留不住。这时，还惦记着的那些曾经所说过的话、分享过的一切，到底剩下什么呢？ 难道他已经忘了，侧底的忘了吗？那么，到底剩下的是什么地位什么价值呢？
再问下去也是空，那，为何却放不下呢？...问世间情为何物，只叫人生死难眠....
